I’ve been in love with my best friend for 5 years and I’m tired of it. She says she doesn’t want to be in a relationship and than gets in one. I’m sick of being around her and her boyfriend(s) time and time again. I’ve been heart broken this entire time and the sad thing is, is that I’m doing it to myself because I can’t let her go. We’ve done many many things together (including sex) and she still feels nothing. I feel everything for her and I still feel like nothing to her.