My life is at a point where I cant even figure out the ways to reach to the destination I belong . Its hard to think and plan cause honestly I don't have ways to live free and be like an confident independent woman right now . I wanna do something and live my own life freely . I wanna protect myself and can't let myself down . But I know that If I can't make it into what I want and be happy then I might just give up on this life . There could be 100 of ways to live but for me as far as I can see I either have to make a way to do what I wanna do or just let go .