I’ve come to realize I am not a very well liked person. Maybe I come off as annoying? Whatever it may be I wish I knew so I could fix it... even my own family doesn’t like me. Learned that the hard way after my grandma passed from covid. For someone who doesn’t go around yet talked to everyone I literally had everyone turn on me & to this day have no idea why. It physically hurts my heart. In my heart I know I’m a good person... I go out of my way to help people & never rub that in anyone’s face. I eventually put a stop to it because I get taken advantage of. It gets tiring. Everyday I feel myself getting more depressed & broken. I’m to the point where I have no idea how I’m still breathing.