I love my boyfriend more than my life but Wen ur life becomes still and dull thinking of the consequences and the partner is free from those worries ! Wat comes to mind? Does he feel the same pain I feel Does he understand wat I want or why n wat m worried about?Does he really care?Does he mean wen he says he will handle ?Does he really love me and willing to give a good life?Is he worth leaving everthng for?Bcz he might be happy and content with having d miserable n poor life but u r not.bcz everyone comes from a different family backgrounds.Wat he is facing is something dat he has faced all his life but wat I am facing is something dat put me in shame. My life looks meaning less sometimes. My life is ruined I feel.Is this the kind of life partner I wanted in life?Wer asking for money from ppl and keeping udhar with sabji wala and pani wala is not shameful I don't think so dis is how I wanted my life to be like.With time my lifestyle should have improved but it has gone down miserably.For how long I will work ? I am a woman I will leave everything once m pregnant den will he be able to manage ? And just managing is the only concern? The concern is ap kis tarah se apni life jeena chahte h? Zindgi ek alag chiz h zinda rehna alag baat hai.Ye bachpan me suna tha smjh ab aaya hai.