please help!!! i cant go to the specialist for help cuz my parents wont accept that there is something wrong.
since around 13 i started to get more shy and stay home a lot. reject plans.
one time when i was out and was about to see some boy i got nervous like a normal person but soon i turned nauseous and i vomited.
i thought maybe i ate something wrong.
i had accidents like that a lot.
last year i stopped eating cuz i was going through hard time it made me to lose appetite and more nervous
i started to vomit more even when i couldnt i was making myself to vomit just to feel better.
also last year i had few panic attacks
i was at class and couldn’t breath like someone was chocking me and i was shaking and again i was nauseous i had that few times last year.
since 14 i strated to completely isolate myself, i didnt made any plans and rejected all of them, i was only going to my classes and back.
i have low or high pressure all the time .
also most of the times my heart beat is so fast it feels like its going to explode.
i have no energy most of the time.
i cant get enough sleep. i have nightmares that makes me cry in my sleep or i cant fall asleep till 4am
thats only physical.
i overthink a lot it makes me to stay at home
it made me question people do they really love me
i became more clingy and so on
there is a lot more but i am not going to name all