Hi, I don't really know who to approach with this so I'm posting on here.I can recall some weird sexual fantasies I had when I was really young. I think I started having them around 6/7. They'd involve old men abducting and raping me and doing all sorts of stuff. I also remember touching myself with the beak of a metal decorative bird and liking the mixture of pain and pleasure but how could a child have such thoughts?? I don't think this is normal but I had a great childhood, nothing that could have caused this. I know seeing other children naked or even touching each other is part of a child's sexual discovery and rather normal behavior and I know rape fantasies are fairly common too among adults but I've never read or heard anything about healthy children that were never abused having such twisted fantasies. Has anyone experienced such things? Is this possibly normal? I can't really go up to my friends and ask them about this so I'd love to hear something from you guys.