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I have had mental health issues for as long as I've understood what they are and I'm afraid to get help (culture demands that it's not a real thing/I pray it all away) but I know they're holding me back.

Also everyone keeps asking about me dating and putting myself out there but I don't understand my sexuality.

I'm trying to overcome childhood trauma and be a better person but I am physically in the same place that birthed that trauma bc I can't afford to leave.

I don't like myself very much and it's becoming harder to pretend.