I'm so depressed it's not funny. I got fired because of it. I'm struggling at my new job. Don't know how I am going to pay my bills because the new job pays less. I just want to be free of this existence. I am exhausted.
I don't know where I went wrong to be punished by the universe so much.
The head injury, being cheated on and dumped by the only person I have really loved, my dad getting cancer, losing my best friend, like fuck man, how much else can I be expected to handle?
I wish i was less cowardly so I could kill myself already.