My ex has moved on. And he’s one of my friends too. I don’t wanna be upset or hurt Bc I feel like I shouldn’t but I am. I don’t wanna care but I do and there’s nothing I can do about it. The worse part is, they started talking only a few weeks after we broke up. This whole time I was holding onto hope that we would get back together. This whole time I was trying to make myself better for him. He didn’t even tell me he was talking to somebody new already. The second he texted me saying he isn’t single anymore I broke down. I just told him I’m happy for him and that I hope things work out. I am happy, but it’s just I told him I wanted to work things out but he told me he wasn’t ready and that it wasn’t a no. But the thing is, this conversation was last week. It hurts so much, even tho I was the one who broke up with him, that doesn’t mean I stopped caring about him or that I didn’t want to be with him, I just wasn’t ready at the time. It hurts. It hurts so much. It’s literally 2:22AM and I’m crying in my room in the dark. I don’t even know what to do anymore, it hurts so bad. It just hurts.. Update it’s 6:22am, I haven’t been able to sleep, I’ve been crying on and off the last four hour. If anyone has advice on how to deal with stuff like this, pls feel free to reply. I don’t even wanna talk to him or anything. I just wanna block him on everything.