Well yeahh I'm here because I got no friends , I'm sad right now and I've got no one to console me so I'm here to console myself by telling to my desperate self ro not go back to my friends. My mom is sleeping right next to me it is hard to cry so hard while not waking my mom. I don't know what my problem is. I need help. I need to go to a psychologist. But as well wanna suffer on my own. Life can be hard. It's not fair.