I’m starting to come to the realisation that maybe I’ve been played. I’ve been used to get over someone but that someone has never gone away. I’ve been an idiot. I’ve put some much time and energy into someone and they’ve not given it back. They say they are protecting me but it looks like they are protecting her. You shouldn’t be letting anyone disrespect me. But you have allowed it and still are. Why are you too scared to speak up? Ami not worth it? Is our family together our home our life is it just disposable to you? Why am I always the one upset, crying, hurt and everyone else gets to go about their life without a care in the world. I’m asking for one thing, ONE THING. I want to know that no other adult is more important to you then me why Is that too much to ask?