If we could be ignorant of each other's existence, it wouldn't pain me so much. Meeting you has reawakened my insecurities, feelings of insignificance and unworthiness. I'm just a walmart version of what you lost and everything feels like I'm living in her shadow. I've lost my identity and feel nothing, even my own feelings feel like mine knowing that she went through the exact same. Everything would just be better if you meant nothing to me. I could be free of these crushing feelings and wouldn't have to secretly wish for more. I've become crazy and lost myself in the process. Unrequited love is a childish bitch.