My parents are making me stay up to finish late work, but I just want to sleep and do it tomorrow. My mom is in her drunken state right now. I'm pretty sure she's depressed though. I'm scared to sleep because if she says something tomorrow I have no real counter argument other than sleeping. I don't want to hear her talking i'm tired of hearing her depressing words. She just says them in front of me like it's nothing. I feel responsible... I sometimes feel like I need to do something even though I can't. SHE NEEDS TO SHUTUP!!! She keeps going on and on... I know it's depressing, but I cannot help with anything. If I say anything to her she will just turn it on me and yell at me. Why can't I just pass out? We can't just get a therapist either... I'm pretty sure even though she needs it she won't go or even get it for me or my siblings.