You are the glue, and despite that I would want to run away sometimes. I see you here day in and day out. Always present, trying to make this world a better place. This will sound weird, but it's you that aspire me to be like you.
If you would have given up a while ago, I wouldn't be here. It's seeing you always ready and fight another day, that inspire me to fight another day.
Just like her, she pissed me off. But she also try to get better. I remember what this forum was looking like 3 months ago. A complete change from today. Things have changed.
Sure I can run away, but in some way in all this that hurt me. I'm getting inspired by you guys. So trying to change, despite my old habit always kicking in.