People are artichokes if you strip them of all their quirks and flaws there won’t be much left. I blame social media for this brutal cleansing process accelerating with certain people like me. I never fully acknowledged my disability because I was embarrassed by it and didn’t want it to be this way. The disorder is like a biologically induced purgatory for the individual, slow struggles, pain on pain repeating. You cant wait this out. Its your brain. You know its bad when the “angels” leave you out to dry and you are left begging a demon for mercy, and he gives you that or it seems. Even he could see something about this was not right and hesitated, a fucking demon could understand more than those in the heavens…this really goes to show there is no divine perfect creator, and we are not perfect as its creation. Heaven, Hell, Purgatory all exist here in this realm it just depends how your brain is wired. Thats beyond unfair and fucked up.