I feel as if the only safe place I can go to is my own head and it’s really hard because it can be an extremely toxic or dangerous environment. Sometimes all I want to do is tell people what’s on my mind but it’s like it stops me just as I’m about to. My thoughts are changing who I am as a person. I am suffering multiple problems at the moment I will not self diagnose but I constantly feel like I have no motivation and I just want to isolate myself from everything and everyone. It has really effected my social life and confidence, my lack of confidence has lead me to develop and ED specifically anorexia which is a huge problem for my mental and physical health. At first I didn’t think it was that bad until my family and friends started commenting on my huge weight loss and constantly saying that I’m wasting away which is hard to hear but it’s life.