I never understood the feeling if needing romance, or any romance in general.
when I see people get married and embrace each other I’m happy but a part of me is staring very intently, trying to find out what makes them so willing to create such a bond together
I always wonder what it’s like to for them to see each other, what’s the first thing that comes to mind?
how are the more subtle and neutral feelings diffident to how they feel when seeing everyone else?
ive never desired to go into any romantic relationship, the only desire I have is knowing what it is and what makes it possible
they say I’m too young to understand it, but people my age are dating and feeling romance all the time, maybe not as strong and intense as an adults but it’s there
but me? Nothing