Not much change, same things. I don't know, maybe I was just missing it after a few days. But now I am pissed at it again. The more it goes, the less I care, to a point where I don't even mind. I lost a really good friend, several years old trusty friend. And I don't even care, and don't even try to reach out to him. I'm where I always been, disconnected from everything and everyone.
It's maybe not healthy, maybe I am damage, maybe I shouldn't. But it's stable here, away from everything, and don't care about anyone.