literally for so long. I was raped almost exactly two years ago. I'm a guy. I was raped by another guy. It's taken so much to admit that it even happened. I tried to tell my sperm donor, but he's convinced that because I'm gay that means I actually wanted it, or deserved it, or some stupid bullshit like that. I can't report him. I don't even know who he is.
Because I'm gay, it's not so bad.
Because I'm out in a generally homophobic area, I deserved the backlash.
I would never, ever talk about it. I don't. But killing a couple of bottles of vodka in a day does tend to make you more talkative, I guess.