i just feel so jealous. and over what? a friend paying more attention to someone else? i want to try to like this person. so much. but they’ve been taking everything away from me, and have been doing everything in their power to stop another friend (who we’ll call A) from talking to me. it’s dumb. it’s so, so dumb. and i try to convince myself this too. but for some reason, i’m just so jealous of them. they keep trying to stop me and A from talking, and i can’t do shit about it because they’ve known A for so long. hell, even A’s boyfriend feels the same way. it’s just- i can’t even stand to stay in a single room with this person for over 10 minutes and it’s just- yeah. they’ve been copy and pasting my ideas as their own, and A being the friend they are, congratulate them but when i propose my exact idea it’s ‘ok, cool, whatever’ but for this person it’s ‘HOLY SHIT THATS AMAZING, WOW!!, I LOVE IT DUDE’. i just don’t feel appreciated. and so fucking jealous that it isn’t me with that type of friendship with A. i don’t know what to do anymore because i sure as hell can’t go on with- whatever this is.