jealousy im jealous im sadsad that u havent really explained ur past with mei feel entitled to knowing everything about you because u said u wanted to be with me foreverbecause i told u all the small details. minuscule onesi know who she isu did a little slip up when u showed me her artu said it was similar to mineit didnt make me feel very goodwhenever you mention a part of your life including heri cant blame ushe made u who u are. good or bad.recently i found out that u looked at her instagram accounteven though u blocked her on ur main accounti dont know how often u check up on heri know its normal.simple curiosity at work.it makes me feel uneasy.u dont even know that i know who she isim keeping it a secret hoping you’ll tell me one dayor will u just never tell me who your first girlfriend waskeeping her as a memory away from the presentmaybe you even treasure her to a pointyou speak of all the fun things youve done togetheri never mention any sexual things ive done before with people in my past. u stop me before i say a word. u know it would make u uncomfortable. why dont do the same. I dont wanna hear abt ur school rendezvous with her when u wouldnt even willingly tell me who she was.but i will keep all of this to myselfafter all, how would i even explain this to you.all the things i know the jealousy hiddentucked away in my hearti want you to knowi want you to know everything about meyet you dont want the same.