You might think he doesn't, but he does. It's time to wake up and get to know him better. It's time to ask for forgiveness. It's time to repent. Ask him to guide you. Accept him into your heart. When you're talking to him and if you start to cry it's okay because you're bringing up a lot of built up sadness, anger, depressed feelings, and crying is good for purging these negative things out of your body so that better energy can surround you. Talking to God is a great way to start getting rid of dark energy.