This is just a song i wrote but i could never post it anywhere because how of cruel society can be but i guess this is a platform worth trying..
Im laying in my bed
And staring at my clothes in the corner of my room.
Thinking why do u assume
Why cant i be myself Why do i gotta lie
All my demons tryna wreck me but i will never cry.
Between me and her i know im a loser
She has pretty clothes but all i have are bruises.
Scars on my body, each and every one is ugly.
Bracelets on my legs and beanies on my head
No im not a guy im just tryna be enough
My clothes arent girly and im just alittle silly
I cant wear heels and i cant look pretty
U look at me with pity cz im just alittle different But you best know that being different has a reason.
And no its not easy
faking to be happy
With all these eyes on me
But they just cant see
All the tears ive been wasting
Or the love ive been craving
Desires can be deadly
And my sins wont stop climbing
I can feel the heat rising
My hands are melting
Theres no escape
From the hell thats been waiting