There ain’t no love stories or happy endings for the black and brown in a white mans world. Or maybe there just isn’t any love in this world at all.........I feel trapped and caged, nothing makes sense, hate surrounds our streets, our homes, and even our own minds. We get judged for judging, like our opinions or perspectives don’t matter. Only things that matter are the things that aren’t coming from you. Beauty is but an image, affecting our way of life. Men are expected to be the ultimate example of their sex by being strong, tall, rich, handsome, and overall respectful. Women are expected to be beautiful, obedient, perfect body image, dependent, and delicate. But when a man or woman acts like their true self or isn’t the image of their expectations, they are judged, demonized, and ridiculed, but overall they’re humiliated and treated like a side show freak at a circus for all to gawk at and laugh. men and women choose their romance poorly and yet blame others for their mistakes. A selfish act that leaves no understanding only confusion to a misunderstood belief.the world has become a shell, its dying, its rotting, and all you can do is watch because you’ve always known that people in nature will gladly walk to their own demise not caring about the ones they bring with them.the only people having fun in a tasteless world are the rich, gifted, and lucky. They taste all pleasures life has to offer while the poor have to sacrifice mind and body to achieve even one of the pleasures.The only war that ever mattered in this world was the fight against injustice and evil. Yet evil always prevails. We are left to pray to God and yet we have no clue if God’s listening, yet somehow miracles happen. The only thing that seems fair in this world is the release from death, because death does not judge you, hate you, or even love you. It’s a force of nature that comes to take and when time runs out.I haven’t killed my self because I’m afraid of I’ll find on the other side, is it hell, heaven, a void, a state of mind, or something else.im a 24 year old 5’8 man and all I can think of every day is wether today is a good day to die or not.