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Just a thought

If you desire with all your heart to leave this life for more reasons than you can even count and the only thing keeping you here is a thought "if i do this i will make those people sad" , you know that you are been selfish but is it really ok to be alive just to make others people happy ? i know that most likely nobody will read this and think that the right thing to do would be to "kill yourself" but it doesnt matter how much i think about it , i cant find out that its right to be alive for others when this makes me so fucking miserable everyday and i know that its a selfish , stupid , childish thought but even so ... i just cant take it anymore , its driving me insane ...




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U just do what makes u happy apart from suicide...u won't get ur life back...if u don't want ur life...get ur self in army...atleast then u ll be counted as martyred...everyone ll b proud of u...not a coward who just left ...so don't worry ...just do wtever makes u feel happy...

Just stay happy with ur life...life VaR VaR ni milti yrr...even though m v mRNA chahti hu...par m aise krugi niii

Why would you stay? My guy For the tiny chance of feeling better than that, for the sake of your future idc what you think but your heart at least deserves to catch a break from feeling miserable, food for thought.

There’s probably gonna be a day where your find yourself reaching the very end of the day thinking, this day was actual a good day. Don’t let those thoughts get the better of you if you can help it...

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Dear OP,


If you’re looking for a sign not to kill yourself, this is it.


Read the whole thing.


My brother killed himself. It wrecked my parents so badly and every day I think about how much we all miss him. It hurts whenever I think about it and seeing my dad cry for the first time when he was talking about my brother was heartbreaking. I still write notes to him about how much I hate him for it and how much better it would be if he'd stayed. I don't know if I'll forgive him. But more than my anger towards him is my longing to hug him again. He was my big brother and he was supposed to be there for me, and now he's gone. And I'll never see him again. I fell into a long depression after that, and I still get depressed from time to time. I will never consider suicide an option though. I know what it does to families and friends. It throws all your feelings of emptiness into everyone else's lives. In reality, you don’t need a purpose or reason for being alive. However, if you are alive, you still have the opportunity to do whatever you want in life. Although you may not have awakened to a specific life mission yet, while your heart is still beating you have time to explore what your life purpose could be and find happiness. 


Read The Following:


“If you want to show me that you really love me, don’t say that you would die for me, instead stay alive for me.” 


“Place your hand over your heart, can you feel it? That is called purpose. You’re alive for a reason so don’t ever give up.”