online class is getting stressful. Theres a lot of work to do and our teachers are getting bitchy. I understand we have to adjust to them because their schedule is full, but to the point of telling us "OH ITS YOUR PROBLEM NOT OURS" is just so shitty to hear. What happened with the "if you lose wifi we understand just tell us" last week? Everyone is getting stressed like they do, sure they suffer more but jesus christ, to let matters worsen and to ruin our mood they didnt need to say shit.I also hate this new english teacher of ours. I hate the kind of environment she possesses when we go to her class. I just feel like we wont get along, but I just hate her personality and idk why. One time I got pissed at her because she told me to read the powerpoint file shes presenting, but i dont see the presentation and she got pissed at me. What actually happened was she was late presenting the damn powerpoint, so it aint my fault i couldnt read it. Getting reminded about it just pisses me off. And its obvious who are her favorites because she calls them when we start to answer her questions in class. No equality whatsoever. Almost all of us in class are very shy to answer so i wanna answer by getting called. But all i could feel was favoritism and ofc i wouldnt be able to couragely answer because im very anxious of what to say. I simply dont like the environment of our class in her session, its like my whole energy is drained already when i go to her class. Adding up to the other work of my teachers, and my parents, and my siblings, I dont think I can do well right now. I just wanna jump off a building.As to my parents, im always so irritated of my mother trying to force her way into the situation when we can think of something better. She always expects me to study and do better in class. Im trying to do better. Im passing my requirements on time. But she got pissed because she saw me playing? bro give me a fucking break. I had to do 4 homeworks with essays yesterday, i had to help my brother in his therapy while im it, and it doesnt even look like theyll be helping me and even called me stupid when we didnt get to his therapy session on time. I feel like breaking down here. I dont wanna talk to them but ill be always getting forced to. I wanna take a break in all of them, especially her. I just dont want her in this place right now. Its so stressful being with her, and heck i have to understand and adjust because shes my mother, but her personality is getting me always ticked off and pissed because the way she acts towards me and my siblings are so unfair. Just because Im the eldest i have to do almost everything my siblings need. If i complain theyll call me lazy and stupid. If i do it i dont even get appreciation for it and they would forget about the things i did for them if i did something wrong. Its so unfair in here, i dont wanna be in here with them everyday trying to adjust to their situation, i cant take this anymore. I feel like if im not in the right mind i might do something to hurt myself. I cant talk about this to my friends or anyone else because theyre busy and almost dealing with the same thing. I cant get professional help because my parents would just say "its a simple problem" "we have already went through it" "theres harder problems than that" i feel like theyre just belittling my problems because they already went through it. I wanna just cry and vent to someone in person because even texting doesnt even do much to me anymore. Im so desperate for help i wanted to let this all out.