I want to cut my mom out of my life. She has always been abusive. When I was a child it was emotional, mental and physical. Now she just uses guilt and gaslighting. My husband has listened to calls because I always internalize it and anguish over it. He and my best friend have to constantly remind me I am not crazy for feeling this way. I just want her to leave me alone. :( I just want some oeace from guilt. She moved away, and it isn't far enough. A friend had cut her mom out and tried to find her again. Her mom passed a few years ago and I didn't want this to be my narrative. I have tried so many times to try to have a semi normal relationship. But...tonight on the phone...after screaming at me because I didn't agree a person getting a fine is as serious as the holocost (i am not kidding and she was serious). I begged her we have different opinion and let us just talk about other stuff...but she just screamed over top of me. Why is it so hard to get along. Why is it so hard to cut her out?