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Just another lonely wife

I’ve posted here before. Nobody really responds. Maybe my situations too basic. Maybe people don’t know what to say or maybe there’s nothing to say.

i’m married and I would say happily. I love my husband so very much. But because of stress and health in the pandemic life it seem to change so much. We haven’t had sex in many many months.

I feel very stressed and very alone.

before the pandemic life was still stressful health was still a struggle. But I had a distraction. That distraction was a stupid unattainable crash. I am unattainable and he’s unattainable. But it was a fun.

but now because of the pandemic I haven’t seen him in weeks. I miss the distraction. And then I feel guilty because I miss that distraction it’s an awful cycle.

does he know he was an escape for me? Does he know it was safe I would never cross the line. I don’t think I actually want to I think the fantasy was much better than what the reality would’ve been.

but I’m stuck here dealing with grief trying to be strong and hiding a stupid secret.


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