Ever feel like your being held just below the water’s surface? There will be a few brief moments where you are able to break through and take some deep, heaving breaths, but life just shoves you back down into the cold dark water.
feels like home here.
Should allow the darkness to crawl inside and take over, but a few bright lights shine strong enough to keep you from completely letting go and allowing the inevitable to overtake you; swallow you with a profound sadness that knows no end.
there’s no actual reason to be unhappy or worried, but you are. Here is where your mind resides in a chaotic storm of worthlessness and self disgust. You almost feel relieved when you are alone so that you can drop the mask and be your horrible rotten self.