Me and a guy were talking a lot and then it just stopped. He did something that got me mad. He's done it multiple times. This most recent time I told him how it made me feel, how much it hurt me when he did it and how I let him do it to me multiple times. I still really like him though. I can't seem to let go. But it seems like he has. He seems fine not messaging me anymore. He seems fine just not reading or responding to my messages. I want to message him. There's so many questions I want to ask but he doesn't answer them. I feel like it's a waste of my time and energy. It is a waste of my time and energy. Just thinking about when will he be messaging me back literally takes up all my thoughts. I can't even focus for work... Part of me is mad at him. But I want him back in my life. Why did you just stop talking to me? Why are you not talking me? Do you even like me still? What am I to you? Do you care at all about what our "relationship" will be? What do we do now? Do you really just not want to talk to me anymore and move on from each other even after all the things you've told me? It's confusing the shit out of me... ugh... one of the things I'm planning on doing is getting my first car and becoming more of a car person (learn how to maintain a car properly and just appreciate my car in general). It was something he was excited for because he's a car guy and he liked my choice of car, so it got me excited thinking about how I could get even closer with this guy by having him help me out with my future car. Now I'm not as excited. In fact, it makes me question my whole choice because I don't want to keep being reminded about the guy that could have made me appreciate this car more... I don't know. I was just really into this guy and he just cut himself out of my life. I'm mad and sad and confused. It's been such a waste of time and energy just thinking about this whole thing, waiting for him to see what he says. I don't know. Just so confused. But at least I got it out there I guess.