I hate being a sex addict it is so embarrassing I just jerked off at like 10 guys on the Internet I’m so sexually frustrated I’m so horny all the fucking time I just always want to have sex I’m always staring at those crutches like every guy I see I want to have sex with and like it’s so frustrating and people make fun of me and the slut shame me and then my family like thinks I’m crazy and like I’m like struggling with my sexuality because like I think I’m the devil because of my like sexuality and because I’m a guy and like I don’t know I can really easily manipulate people and it’s just fucking scary like I hate being me sometimes but I love myself so much it’s the problem is like I beat myself up so hard
Re: Just jerked off and now I hate it I feel like shit
Sex is normal for people to desire God created us to in marriage enjoy sex. It is the devil that uses this and makes it our weakness and not able to control. It is difficult and you are not alone in this. The best of us fail at this. Do not feel hopeless. God loves you he created you and he can help you to overcome. It will not be easy but once you desire to change you can. Find someone you trust to talk to and get professional help and find a church to get spiritual help you need. God loves you and you are special created for a higher purpose.