im just so tired of being disregarded. i wish someone would tell me what i tell my friends when theyre sad. none of my friends want to hear it anymore. theyre just tired of me. im too much of a wuss to end my life, but i wish i could just change. im tired of everyone making a big deal out of me and talking and hanging out with me and then dropping me for someone/something else. and it never fails, no matter how many times they say they arent like the others. i dont know if i can handle any more "friends" right now.