It's weird writing about someone who has pretty much zero role in your life but letting them go is still not possible for you.When i first saw him i thought he would never be interested in me but i felt something between us (maybe it's just me who thought there was something) and i fell hard for him. It was like he made me a new person, who enjoys every single thing in life and helped me see things in a new way.I transferred that emotions through writing and boy i wrote many things. but eventually he made me realize i was wrong.I guess he merely saw as his little sister. ignoring and thinking maybe i still have a chance with him i confessed to him on 14th Feb (cheesy i know) and as far as i recall he left without saying anything.I kept my distance but there was these butterfly feelings left within me. i waited, giving him space but did not miss any chance to see him. i pushed myself out of my comfort zone, exploring things, but eventually everything came to an end when he publicly humiliated me, even spread rumors that i stalked him and haunted him by calling him which was definitely not true cause his house far from mine (even don't know the address just the locality name) and i don't have his phone number. i cried and cried until my eyes were sore.few months later he transferred to another place. After all this happened i lost my belief in love, i had few minor crushes but i knew he was still in my heart. i thought i was over him and decided that i don't need anyone to keep me happy or feel loved.But last year he came back and even though we have same friend circle we ignored each other as if we weren't even their and our friends respected our decision. my girl friends say that they have caught him stealing glances at me but i think that's nothing cause i really don't think he has any feelings for me but in case of me i think might have i mean whenever i hear is name or see anything related to him my heart flutters, increases the pulse rate and i become nervous. i just need to take all this out of my heart and move on. there is nothing that can happen between us.