I don't find my husband attractive anymore. He has gained weight stopped taking care of himself smells awful bad breath bad odor bad farting all if it. He treats me like crap 99% of the time and is only nice the 1% when he wants something. We don't have sex we don't kiss or touch . It's like having a smelly roommate that just acts like a douchebag. If I leave him he cries and threatens to kill himself. If I make him leave same thing. I stay out of guilt not love . I honest can't stand him and don't want to be with him I feel trapped.