i’ve never truly loved anyone, not even my own mother
because of all of the hurt i’ve seen and felt like i’ve caused
i’ve never felt actual emotion or cried over someone before
but the second i met you
everything changed
i fell so hard for you and i could never tell you because real love was so new to me
and i regret not keeping you forever
like i wanted
and now things are different but the way i feel hasn’t changed
i still care for you forever
i still love you forever
no matter what i do to get over you i can’t
ted talks
books
meditation
music
distractions
it all comes back to you
no matter how hard i try
i could never hate you
not nearly as much as i love you
and what hurts the most is i’ll never really know how to tell you
or make you love me