5 months ago
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just once

i’ve never truly loved anyone, not even my own mother

because of all of the hurt i’ve seen and felt like i’ve caused 

i’ve never felt actual emotion or cried over someone before

but the second i met you 

everything changed 

i fell so hard for you and i could never tell you because real love was so new to me

and i regret not keeping you forever 

like i wanted 

and now things are different but the way i feel hasn’t changed 

i still care for you forever 

i still love you forever 

no matter what i do to get over you i can’t 

ted talks 

books

meditation 

music

distractions 

it all comes back to you

no matter how hard i try 

i could never hate you 

not nearly as much as i love you 

and what hurts the most is i’ll never really know how to tell you

or make you love me