i am so insecure about EVERYTHING. for the past month or so i cry about being insecure so hard it gets to the point i can't breathe. even when i talk to the people i love like my friends and boyfriend i feel judged or something i just don't know. each day is getting harder and i can't control it anymore. i am slowly pushing people away so i don't feel insecure but i'm worried soon i won't feel anything anymore, which might sound crazy but i rather feel nothing then feeling everything.