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Just some thoughts

Really I don’t know what I’m writing about but I just know I feel weird. Today I go back to school and I’m afraid that I won’t be able to catch up I’m scared that I’ll get sick. I’m scared that I’ll see him. But mostly I’m afraid that I won’t see him again. Maybe it’s just because I’m listening to Snoh Allegra and her songs just make you think about a person but every single time I’m over him he wiggles back into my thoughts. If he would get a girlfriend I could be fine and he wouldn’t pass through my head. But the void between him not having a girl and me not having him is enough to make my heart speed up with nervousness. I don’t want to go back to school because when I’m here I don’t have to worry about seeing or not seeing him. I hate the way we left things and I want to talk to him but I’m afraid. I don’t want to stay home because my grades are seriously lacking and of course part of me wants to see him. Even just walking around the school and looking to see if I can spot him out of the bunches of people. I don’t really know why I’m so nervous...