This is so small compared to most of the problems on here but I just really like a girl (I'm a girl) and she's my best friend and I can't tell her because there's no way I'm risking our friendship. I've liked her for like three years, including the time it took for me to come to terms with it, and I don't know what to do. I make myself really distant and I don't know why, I pretend to hate all forms of affection and kindness and stuff and keep pushing her away and I don't know what to do. She knows I'm bi, so I know she's accepting but she's straight so there's literally no way she likes me back and I just don't know what to do. I want to continue like nothings wrong but then I have to stop pushing people away and I don't know how to do that. I want to hug her and tell her how much of an amazing person she is.