I'm lonely. Can someone cheer me up? This is not what I expected. I didn't expect it at all. I feel like I'm gonna die anytime. I don't have someone to talk to. They're busy. I keep asking myself: when will I die? Then I start crying. How I wish to die soon. I just want to cry but I don't want to show my family that I'm sad because they'll just say I'm OA. That's why, Everytime I cry, I don't make noise. And it makes my heart hurt more. Well, when I'm alone, I can't cry. But, when I'm with my family, a sudden tear and overflowing emotion keeps rushing on myself. I don't know what It is. Actually, I always hide whenever I cry. I really don't want them to see me. I always want to be alone. But, I also want someone to comfort me.
I keep asking myself when will I die while crying.
So, sorry for the incorrect grammar.
Can someone cheer me up?