I've been crying for 3 consecutive nights. I don't know why but all I know is I'm lonely. I don't have someone who'll comfort me whenever I'm sad. I feel like I don't have a family. I don't have someone whom I can open up my problems. Well actually there is someone. But, I don't know how to tell her. She's also busy and I know I'm not her priority. Dec. 25 2020 might be the saddest day of my life. I was alone. My family had their own schedule. What I did that day was staring at my phone. All day. I don't have someone to talk to. My friends are busy. I want to tell them my problems but I'm afraid they'll just judge me. I feel like I'm a burden to them. Actually, sometimes, they backstab me. Even if I know that they're talking behind my back, I still want to be with them coz they're fun. I'm happy with them.So, yeahhh.