in my whole life i didnt want anything bad for ppl.
but now i feel like some don't deserve what they have and also
loneliness these days,it's rlly loneliness, i dont even have somone to talk to, and im at age that its weird ,
i kno i have depression and anxiety and all the shiit things on me , but i still need someone to beloved and belong to..
i dont kno what the fuck is going on , i wanna have a future. that is a thing that i dont have right now and im trying ,
but its not enough, sometimes it feels like im not enough for myself, for this living or anything
i wanna try and migrate some other country, but i dont even have money for visa right now .
and even gettin the visa money will took alotta time in here.
ppl lives got so machiney.they live on a specific line.
it hurts that i want to change it . but i cant
i wanna have someone so near to me. i want someone to be my home , and also i dont wanna be alone
and some ppl have all the day with alotta ppl around them but all the day i don't even have someone to chat with for a few minutes,
which is seems impossible .