I was at a church webinar a few hours ago, we were asked “What are you most afraid about?”. I couldn’t answer right away. The easiest answer at the time was to say that I’m afraid of God but although a part of it is true, that is not the only thing that I’m afraid about.As I was lying in my bed a few hours later, trying so hard to fall asleep that I suddenly found the answer to that question. And that is I’m afraid of my future. When I think about my future, I’m filled with worries, feeling anxious and self doubt and this keeps me up at night.So I decided to want to just share this online anonymously, hopefully to let it out of my head. Maybe I’ll elaborate more on my next post..we’ll see..