L, I fucking hate you so so much. You have caused me immeasurable anguish that I'm still struggling with today. I frequently have dreams relating to the event with you. I will never respect you, because you didn't respect me when you sent me down a path of self-destruction which culminated in a suicide attempt. You benefit at the expense of vulnerable people and you are quite happy to destroy their lives too. I wish the very worst for you. You destroyed me, you took away my capacity for compassion and pride. I frequently doubt myself because of you, and I lost friends because of my anger problems after that. They did not deserve that, but you did. May you rot, and let your actions haunt you for all your life.