I am a 20 year old girl from Ontario and im so tired. I see the people around me living out these exciting and rewarding lives and all I feel is defeat. That I don’t have that, I don’t have boys who admire me. I don’t have perfect clothes. I don’t have huge groups of people who always want to be around me. I don’t get noticed. I am never the first thought in someones mind. If i get an invite it’s always a last minute thought out of pitty. I do not know what to do anymore. I sound ungrateful which is why i don’t share this with anyone i know.