My girlfriend ignored me. Sad. I wonder why. I wonder..I wonder. I hope I could have healthy relationship with her but now it's destroyed. It's useless. Communicating with her, useless. Being sad, useless. Being not sad, useless. Hiding this, useless. Sharing this, useless. Everything's useless and seems like no hope anymore. I wonder who's going to be with me other than her. It's weird she's still being with me. She'd know the relationship isn't worth it. I want her to leave but at the same time I don't want her to leave.