I just feel insecure about anything and everything. Idk if its coz I'm a teenager but no matter how much I try, there is this demon in me telling me all the bad stuff. I keep discouraging myself.
i have know my sexuality but never came out about it to anyone except for my friends (who thankfully accepted me) now I am scared to be me.
I have anxiety that was caused due to various reasons, one of them being abuse when i was still a child by one of my relatives. No matter how much i try to get over me, it still manages to eat me up.... I even feel like I developed a fear with strangers. I can't talk to anyone or make the first move coz I'm too afraid of everything. I even feel paranoid at times.
IDK if this is only me or there are many out there like me but i felt like it would be better to let it out once. At least, no one knows me here. So, that kinda gives a little relief.