you know those times when you feel so alone even though your surrounded by friends none of which you can go to because you'll feel like your just burdening them. Have you ever felt like you empty and you just wanna cry all day? Have you ever wondered why god gave you this life full of depression, sadness, loneliness, and etc. Like you feel lost in your own life and problems, to the point where you wanna let it all out but you can't because your so empty. Do you ever feel like you just wanna scream and end it? If you actually think about it doesn't it seem peaceful just falling and falling tethered to nothing, like your truly free. Thats what im feeling rn and i just don't wanna do this anymore, i just wanna end it all, all i wanna do is be free from these chains holding me back and enter the afterlife peacefully. i quote "i don't wanna live but im too scared to die". im just tired of everything and used to it but it still hurts.