I wish someone who knows my life's circumstances would come up to me and say its alright and everything is gonna be alright, but perhaps its my negative personality that either drives people away or just avoid me altogether. Everyone instead expects me to keep on giving or doing the things that I do, which I continue to do, yet it gets heavier by the day. I don't even cry anymore, to be fair. I've given all my time and resources to my family, and there's always more to give. I've not had time for myself, and ironically enough even when I finally do, I can't find the drive to do the things that I enjoy anymore.To be honest, I don't even know what I want anymore in life, or from anyone. I'm just tired.