Mental Health they say. Yet here they are loading up my schedule anyways. Choosing between mental health and school seems to be a deadly option. Just to be more behind and tired when you're already deprived of motivation. For me I have been struggling with my mental health and just holding on. Yet my two jobs and being a full time student doesn't allow time for me to grieve. Over my sucky life, over my unappreciated positive attitude, over the loss of my abuela, the guilt not being able to help my siblings, where to go after this semester ends even. I am just so lost and tired emotionally. Idk how I am supposed to continue to hold on anymore.