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Life has no meaning to me... I no longer have feelings...

idk wat to feel like - i feel like i always put other ppls thoughts and ideas b4 mself, im tht type of person thats always smiling not a day im not, i always am willing to make ppl laugh ... but... behind the doors i take my mask of my face and i unveil my true sadness and my shattered, crumbling heart, no one cares about me or listens to me, everyone uses me, they use my imperfections and my secrets against me, anytime ive opened up they betray my trust and tell the world, my trust is broken... ill never be able to trust ppl agn... i live my life bcz of my pets, who knew animals cud be more understandin than vile, sick 'humans' my life has good days but its out weighed by the bad, at this point, all my feelings are bottled up i cant tell anyone, they judge me , they feel embarrassed bcz of me, they brush it off a new day starts same routine, life is just shit...

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Re: Life has no meaning to me... I no longer have feelings...

I just need someone to tlk too ........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

I understand this I have felt like this but I can say when I gave up on myself God didn't give up on me. I tried to commit suicide in a locked room but God heard my cry.Jesus can help and will work with you and your secret sins if u admit them and ASK:

A=ASK,S= SEEK,K= KNOCK BUT WE HAVE A CHOSE TO QUIT OR KEEP ON GOING.I HOPE U KNOW U ARE IMPORTANT AND WORTH MORE THSN U WILL EVER KNOW. U WROTNG THIS HELPED ME AND MANY OTHERS SEE THEY ARE NOT ALONE..

IT'S GONNA BE OKAY..

OKAAAAAY.....

My heart dropped reading this. I really do be feeling your pain. I wish I could help you, talk to you or just take away your pain. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. Honestly wish I could just give you a hug through the screen. You deserve so much more and better than what you have right now. I hope you experience happier times soon